think...

I've stopped for a while,
took time for myself,
for my family, frens and someone ;),
not to mention to learn sumthing new,
saw the world,
heard voices and opinions,
now waiting for the results that could change all the plan,
it is still not out,
the most important thing is that i've learned to work myself out,
stretch to the limit of breaking down,
but that's not the only thing i've learned,
i needed more than myself to be inspired,
i needed more than a friend to move myself to the edge,
i need more than family to guide me,
i need more than luck to make sure i achieve them all,
i had all of them but i still don't feel it's enough,
but with Allah by my side,
i know that i will never be alone,
and the place i am right now is never permanent,
i can plan the future,
but i will never know what might come,
i can hope for what i might feel is best for myself,
but i don't actually know whats the best for myself,
i might think i am mature,
but i might not realise that i am still a child at heart,
i might think i am not ready,
but Allah knows when i am ready,
so what comes along is not a burden,
it's just another test that i wont fail,
one way or another,
cause there will be two path that will bring us to one same end..