hermmmm...

the season has changed,
daisies are growing and the flowers are blooming,
sunshine is smiling,
summer is coming,
i hope this summer brings more joy to us,
but yet wont make us forget what is life all about,
working hard should never stop,
although u've seen sunshine,
u can relax under the sun,
at the same time u should not forget that too much of everything is not good,
today i nearly lose them,
Alhamdulillah they will still be here when i am back in msia,
Insyaallah,
I have only a few more months before i come back,
but still many things to be done,
by tomorrow i have to finish most of the task given,
neway don't be too sad although it's raining,
cause in the end the sun will rise again,
no matter wut happen,
unless it's the end of the world,
and to my fren Aalia,
be strong as you know insyaallah ur brother will be safe by the Almighty,
just like the song last kiss,
' oh where oh where can my baby be,
the Lord took her away from me,
she's gone to heaven,
so i got to be good,
so i can see my baby when i leave this world',
insyaallah u will meet him again.

think...

I've stopped for a while,
took time for myself,
for my family, frens and someone ;),
not to mention to learn sumthing new,
saw the world,
heard voices and opinions,
now waiting for the results that could change all the plan,
it is still not out,
the most important thing is that i've learned to work myself out,
stretch to the limit of breaking down,
but that's not the only thing i've learned,
i needed more than myself to be inspired,
i needed more than a friend to move myself to the edge,
i need more than family to guide me,
i need more than luck to make sure i achieve them all,
i had all of them but i still don't feel it's enough,
but with Allah by my side,
i know that i will never be alone,
and the place i am right now is never permanent,
i can plan the future,
but i will never know what might come,
i can hope for what i might feel is best for myself,
but i don't actually know whats the best for myself,
i might think i am mature,
but i might not realise that i am still a child at heart,
i might think i am not ready,
but Allah knows when i am ready,
so what comes along is not a burden,
it's just another test that i wont fail,
one way or another,
cause there will be two path that will bring us to one same end..