Responsibility??

Today i decided to change the colour of my writing or better known as font...
i dunno....this past few days has been weird...it's like sort of showing me hell lot of sign..
sign that i should have more feeling of responsible...
more feeling of care rather than care more or less...
suddenly i am reading this novel bout a poor young boy who is damn unlucky ..
he had to learn bout responsibility the way just like his dad...
but wut to do ...he did dig them ...i mean he was the cause of his trouble..
so....he should learn how to face them...
same goes to me...i've got to make a move man...no more sitting around lazy bumbum
but yeah i'm still young..i still have problem with ironing my clothes btw..
so that shows how not ready i am...
but yeah hearing the story of my fren who is in dilemma ...
suddenly i felt lucky...although i do have the similar problem i dun have to deal with them on the spot like he needs to...
but yeah...those problem will make u even mature...what's wrong with that??
i tell u what's wrong...u can't meet ur fren that often or u can't really go spontaneous
cause u have other things to deal with
the time with family will be cut down...damn...i m not ready to be juggled by two women
who one i should listen to for the rest of my life cause i have to ...
and another one i have to listen to because if not there will be threats of war
and this war is not as simple as u think
because this war is expensive n it will cost u money n time ...
n to make the situation worse...what if this two women cant really click with each other...
then i'm dead....i can dig my own grave at that time...
hermmmmmm damn....naah ...i'm taking this shit too serious...
this shit wont happen any soon ...that's for sure...i think...hopefully....kot????
am i going too much around the bushes??? naah u guys shouldnt figure this shit out..
cause it doesnt really matter anyway...